JAMIE

FREAKFORYOU

2008-08-24T21:38:00.003+08:00

Hi i've moved to livejournal. http://freakforyou.livejournal.com/ Thanks :) Im abandoning blogger for now.

Plus factor

2008-08-22T21:22:00.004+08:00

First of the first first firsttttttttttt, Happy 14th Birthday Emily and Happy Birthday Kimb! Emily's voice broke hahaha. Tday passed quickly yet slowly. Amath test was a rush and it was hard. Nobody in class finished that 5 questions within 35mins plus many parts under 1 question. Jasmine cried lah, but i think she wont do that bad. Afterall her maths is good good :) Then, we finshed studying NI (i think) but its so much more complicated than Sri Lanka. Damn. Had traing, slack cos its a friday and it was pouring so its like little space minus more space = totally no space. Emily was a spoilsport cos she refused to be splash with like PLAIN WATER -.- Haha. Im glad its friday.

p/s. Minpei can shoot (in, with a chop) with her eyes CLOSE. :)

Whats with all the new sex blogs (introduced). :/ I've been requested by (quite many) to start a livejournal either just to read their locked posts or they just say livejournal more fun. I must think of a ID first. Hate thinking of one. Lol.

A hundred miles

2008-08-21T17:50:00.002+08:00

I am so glad bio is finally over. :)

Feel like closing down my blog.

There's nothing to talk about.

Shite.

Yeah, its all the same.

I wanna start, who wants too?

Or maybe I wna meet em.

Lost

2008-08-20T17:39:00.001+08:00

Dated: 20082008.

I see amath formulas everywhere i look in class. Sigh. I wanted to post smthg interesting/funny. I forgotten. Whats happening? :(

Michael Phelps

2008-08-17T15:00:00.005+08:00

You have just gotta loveeeeee Michael Phelps noted so far the best olympian! Cmon he have just gotten his EIGHTH gold medal in the beijing olympics, like wth he's darn good.

I have got zero new self-shots. I wna play volleyball, beach volleyball, any volleyball. And I wna go swimming and running. My television is on almost always, channel 601-606: Olympic channel. My house is stocked up with 1kg of iced gem biscuits and zero hot kid milk. Happy then sad face. There's school tmrw, math test. Oh yah and traing. Sian. Okay Taufiq is damn dumb lah! He text me:

"Eh, whats your full name?"
"Sng Jamie. (No chinese name). Lol."
"Your age?"
"15."
"Your gender?"
"Male -.-"

I see no resemblance, at all. Do you? -.- I think Cassie Scerbo look more like Ashley Tisdale's sister lol.
This is Cassie Scerbo.

Hold my breathe and count to 10

2008-08-16T14:36:00.001+08:00

Videocall with Chung Ka Yan, we were practically talking and not typing. I win in typer shark ha ha! :D Its raining heavily, should I go swimming?

Whats my direction in life?

2008-08-15T21:57:00.005+08:00

Dear diary today is the 15th of August, it have been 5 days since i last posted. I cant remember what happened maybe becos nothing is interesting. I've just survived another week of school and, this week - jammed packed tests. This is term 8, pass this term its 9. Week 10 term 3 ends. Term 4 starts a week later, 2 weeks later its the eoys. Okay, im feeling damn stress. 9 subjects, every teacher is rushing to cover syllabus. Chemistry like (idknow what), amath is like so many formulas (even mrsloke say its tough), biology more memory, physics no hope, english cant ace, chinese dropping, ss sucks, geog borderline, math like im lost too. I hate school now :(

I can say that term 3 i acheive the best results of the year. But im lazy to study again. Isit the tests are easier (idts) but my friends are acheiving good results too. I do update my scores, it seems Z. Can I reach top 10 in class? Lets not talk about the scholarship im supposed to get :( I feel stressed. I dont think anyone notice that im working hard. Results are proof, that contrast. No matter how hard i worked, im still struggling. And its like too late to regret anyw.

I hate it that you read my messages. Privacy, mind you. Im a ______, so? Sometimes when my friends say their whoever read their messages i'll always go "wth so rude" and i think "luckily mine doesn't". Spoke too early?

No one knows whats being that piece of paper, even me. Mood: ??? (Mixed). I've warned, this is a diary entry. I've taken away the counter, i meant i see no use when cbox can tell me how many views/day. My chest hurts, internal. Why/how?

I dont like where this is heading

2008-08-10T22:33:00.006+08:00

Why cant we have the best of both worlds? We gain some we lost some. Not in the ratio of 50-50 but face it. In case you dont catch what im talking about. Im referring to the term friends. Friends are the oxygen. You really gain and lose huh. Not lost but drifted? Okay, idk what im saying. Im getting nowhere, but sucks.

Scratch. I recalled smthg funny. Ytd, the guys and I was playing one so-called game that we gotta end every sentence or whichever with a 'sey' or 'siol' or 'sia' and 'siol lah'. So Taufiq lost in saying 'sia' cos he always say 'siol'.

1. Eh now cannot say siol sia. Now is sia siol (pause) sia!
2. Eh siol lah very long lah siol lah. Can end with smthg shorter anot siol lah.
3. Laugh also must end with sey, sey. Hahahahahaha (pause) sey.

I know you dont geddit. I feel damn sian. I havent get birthday presents for people. I’ve been in a rut back and forth enough. Heart like the wheel. I dont want to hear people interfere. What do they know about what I feel inside? Skipping down a broken path, how long can I last? Please let me know where's the finish line :( Im feeling so negative like anything. I hope tmrw's a new day. A good day.

:(

2008-08-09T13:52:00.003+08:00

Here are the photos for past few days, really in a funny order due to the renames.

Well tday sucks. Dunkit was far from fun. Just when I thot things were about t change for the better, it got downright worse. Ytd its like i had the best of times and tday its like i've hit negative. (Whats happening? ): ) Whats done has been done. Its over. I'll end the day with 2 sweet 15th.

Happy Birthday Shermaine,
Happy Birthday Chervon.

:)

Settler's Cafe.

2008-08-09T11:56:00.002+08:00

Dated: 080808.
Rated: 10/10.

I swear tday's really darn awesome from xcountry (ran in 5th), to the whole new experience at Settler's Cafe. Good recommendation ky! The games were a whole lots of fun, all games i've never played. Laughed out asses off during the 'dino' game. Food was pretty nice. Shots were great yeah. Lazy to blog in details but we stayed there from 2-6. Price was reasonable. I wna go there again some day. We broke the ice, no more no ink statements ;D Vivo later, bought nothing. (Where did all the nice braclets go?) More shots with Emily, coincidental yet not so. Homed, bus ride home. It was long yet not so long. I really love today. Thanks y'all! <3

I forgot how to smile ):

2008-08-07T21:23:00.003+08:00

I am missing from Friendster. So busy :/ X-country tmrw, im running or at least try to. Out with netballers tmrw. Class bbq tmrw. I need go shopping, really. I shall bring topey out tmrw :)

I want ley. ):

I come home in the morning light
My mother says "when you gonna live your life right?"
Oh mother dear we're not the fortunate ones
And girls they wanna have fun
Oh girls just wanna have fun

The phone rings in the middle of the night
My father yells what you gonna do with your life
Oh daddy dear you know you're still number one
But girls they wanna have fun
Oh girls just wanna have

Hasta La Vista

2008-08-06T20:51:00.005+08:00

Today traing: Games Day -.-
Haha but it was really funny what the defenders gotta do cos we were like having cones. And it increased from 2-3-4-5. LOL! Then Bok called it arcade game, very ci ji -.- Then we had scissors paper stone, punishment was like alot. Lol. Okay tday was alright. And study hour was : Sexuality Education! :)

I wan cepat use finish first fisheye film for development.
I found smthg entertaining, ms pang showed us before. Work your lip reading skills! :)

He's saying RED SAUCE ON PASTA! Just joking~ Highlight for the answer: THIS IS SPARTA! (but please try and guess first :D)I laughed super hard at the guy's face. HAHA!

And another amazing one. Its about this news reporting reporting something about the Niagara Falls then just nice caught a guy suiciding -.-

:)

2008-08-05T20:58:00.002+08:00

Im gna introduce to your some marvellous drawings. HAHA! By Xn and Sm :D

Scars

2008-08-03T18:16:00.004+08:00

Pesta Sukan is over. Thou there was some disappointing moments, and some high moments. Im satisfied that we made it into round 2 and at least beat sac. Nyny for dinner. I want my whole closet to be filled with dresses -.- Here's a few radoms. I want gladiator shoes. Ky please dont so sian. Xiaxue and Dawn issue is getting -.-

I'v got a new suspicion

2008-07-31T11:22:00.002+08:00

Hi im at school typing my amazing English essay. K nonsense. Im having Sakae in 5 hours time :) I like you but I dont like you :P Here's a trick I learnt, tilt your laptop. Ha!

Happy Birthday Andrew

2008-07-30T11:28:00.001+08:00

I hate my ic photo, how could ica be sucha meanie that give no leeway. Thay rejected my ic photo! -.- Damn lah, then that woman ask me pin all my fringe up for photo. Momma claims its nice than the previous one but its so not. Look so kuku then my face look so fat! Pathetic. I hope im 30 years old to change my ic photo -.- Okay, i think today is pretty alright. Me enjoy phonecalls. Heehee. ;D

Faith is to believe what you do not see; the reward of this faith is to see what you believe. -Saint Augustine

Blackhole tangled up

2008-07-27T16:35:00.002+08:00

Candid

Today lagi boring. I want Sakae. There's school tmrw :( I think Emily and I are gna become material twins.

The mess we getting into

2008-07-26T16:07:00.000+08:00

Morning i woke up it feels like the world was spinning can. Ky and I keep missing each other's calls and I finally picked up after 5 to and fros. Here's how I spent my day. I pluck beansprouts and watch tv in the morn. Ate macaroni for lunch. Took shots for ic. (I hate the photo, its blurred somemore.) Sucks. I may be taking at photobooth again. Headed for parkway to develop photo and m)phosis to get my $80 bucks voucher. Its reallyyy worthwhile. One top one shorts: $89.90. Could've bought least 4 tanks with that 80 w/o paying extra lol. Then Emily and I had this thought of getting long skirts. After, momma went shopping for heels/handbags. She bought: nothing. I bought a Perlini bag for Topey! Haha she's so lucky can. Oh I just used "she". Lol. Planned to get shots at park w Emily but then not. She gotten her dickies bag. K thats all for today.

Dont ask so much

2008-07-25T15:54:00.002+08:00

Hi tday allowed ethnic costumes but i didnt wear due to many reasons. Haha. Swear i'll wear next year and it'll be damn special cos im buying (i think). School passed like zoom today, becos there were tests. I couldnt finish writing for ss, and i interpreted the damn cartoon wrongly. I must be as blind as cookie monster that I cant see the word "Sinhala" in the MIDDLE! -.- Felt so disappointed tday lah, my chinese test got 33/50. I want at least a 35! I hope teacher help me find 2 more marks in my compre. Thanks. Other than that, i think that i've been satisfied with results for this term. Esp my amth. I shall continue to work hard :)

Training went alright, ended early-yet-not-so-early. Headed to tamp for dinner with ky hs E mp. Gyeah. Then train-ed home. Im glad another week is over. I named my fisheye: Topey. Name contributed my Kayan/Chunky/Maverick! Who wants to accompany me bring dear Topey out for amazing shots? :D Okay tmrw's gna be a busy day.

Heartsong

2008-07-24T18:14:00.005+08:00

After living for 5481 days, i finally found my hero. He is Mattie Stepanek.

He died at a young age at 14 years old in 2004 due to a rare form of muscular dystrophy called mitochondrial myopathy and something called dysautonomia. That means that his 'automatic' systems, like breathing, heart rate, body temperature, oxygenation, digestion, and things like that don't always work well on their own. So, he use extra oxygen all the time, and when he's tired or sleeping, he use a ventilator that breathes for him and some other machines, too. He also use a power wheelchair much of the time to save energy and move my medical equipment around. His two brothers and one sister died during childhood from the same thing he have, and his mother uses a power wheelchair all the time because she has the adult form of this disability. He's like a child prodigy, and he started writing poetry at the age of 3 and wrote 7 books alrdy. From young, he have 3 wishes. First: to have his books published. Second: To meet Jimmy Carter. And Thirdly: To meet Oprah Winfrey. He fulfilled all his wishes. When he died, many cried for him. He's known to all as the "Peacemaker".

Y'all might be thinking why im writing this but becos Ms Pang showed us a video on him tday. I almost cried watching it lah.

Here's one of his poem titled "Facing the Future"

Every journey begins
With but a small step.
And every day is a chance
For a new, small step
In the right direction.
Just follow your Heartsong.

Peace. And,

Happy Sweet 16th Birthday Sarah! :D

Fisheye is my new baby.

2008-07-23T11:11:00.002+08:00

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It distracts from the now

2008-07-22T18:45:00.005+08:00

Here's for our Students' Councillor President, ANG HWEE CHIEH!
I was feeling unusually sleepy today in class, zzz. Sakae after school. Haagen dazs too. Then homed. Feel sad now, thanks alot :(

Fifteen years old

2008-07-22T18:26:00.003+08:00

Fifteen birthday to Me, no photos with birthday girl / birthday girl tday. Gyeah. I've had an enjoyable birthday tday thank you very much. Thanks for allllll the texts/hugs/wishes k (according to time from 1200) Ruzaini Dane Sarah Jaslene Derrick Ng Syazxzxzx Trish Adeline Kheehwee Chervon Pan Shermaine Wendy Weixuan Kayan Andrew Sockmin Jiayi Nicole Alia Darwis Farhanna Yayun Weilin Minpei Zakiah Kimberly Nurul Jenny Yiting Corin Joey Yvonne Grace Naytee Cetrina Joyce Weiting and practically my whole class. And so many many more I cant remember sorry :/

Im fifteen :D

Wlao ehzxzxzzx! Demo Lovato and Selena Gomez are best friends can!!

I was once the spastic girl you knew

2008-07-20T15:50:00.002+08:00

Fantabulous, my birthday is tmrw. :) I'll be limping to school manzxzx. I realise that i've got nothing to post but loadssss to study. Bye world.

Here's my lastest on-hand photo :)

Now you see how I see it

2008-07-19T15:47:00.002+08:00

Pesta Sukan Carnival. Team Achievers did well yo! Lets give out best for the match against sac and hopefully we'll proceed k! I got injured in the very first match, zzz. Dinner at Kallang Leisure Park then homed. Bus 16 is cool, the interior :)

Pictures otw with Pan.

Forensic Biology

2008-07-18T17:44:00.004+08:00

I feel like strangling the damn principal. Why no costumes?! What abuse huh huh huh? Spoil the whole Racial Harmony mood only lorzxzx! I planned so many months ahead and was so enthu about it just becos it falls on my bday too. THANKS SO MUCH MAN TOH! Spoiler! Test on that day somemore, and Mrsloke say that day will be terrible. ):

Niwayzxzx, left school at 1130 tday to vjc for my forensic biology. Its actually to find out how this girl die thru fingerprints, hair, dna, clues. It was really really cool and I saw my primary school friend! She's in vj IP program, smart ass. I recognise her and vice-versa. Yay us. Sat at treehouse with Sis till momma came to fetch us home.

I.am.so.hyper.not. Strivers caught up strivers caught up by a mere margin difference of 10. Go Strivers! :D

:(

2008-07-17T17:54:00.000+08:00

Been taking scores for IHG. I think I suck k bye. Hate me thankyou.

Here's to the lie im walking thru

2008-07-16T21:07:00.003+08:00

Here's the countdown: 5 More days. I cant wait seriously, i think this year's gna be a blast with ~~presents~~ friends. Im dreading maths lesson now, mrs lee is practically teaching herself too and not giving us space to learn and absorb. Lol! Well I think Biology lessons are fun and funny nowwwwww! Tday was like Breast and Breast Milk! O: Hahahahahhahaha. It was really horny bodoh. I thot I had loads to update but guess not. I hope Effa cheers up and me too :) I think guzheng is cool, i mean check out their fast fingers! Like wth lah. Cool shite. And I think piano is super soothing. *winks

Everybody was Breast (friend) catching. In 3E1.

6 more days

2008-07-15T16:47:00.002+08:00

School was school, school ended early due to O's. Went tamp for pastamania with Emily. Saw dickies bagpack which was uber chioooooo! :) Damn I want lahhh! White bag with colourful stars eyyyyyy *winks* I'll have my ways. Im easily tired nowadays, sudden giddy spell. Zzz. I love my new colourful box ey Jckx! Thanksssssss :D

When life gives you lemons, make lemonade :)

I shall learn to love myself more

2008-07-13T15:37:00.002+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiiii :) Im here t post since my next post will be another weekend away. Im going to watch Zoey101 now. K bye.

Fall hard on fifteen

2008-07-12T12:55:00.004+08:00

I need to take IC photo for IC alrdy! (Okay sounds dumb). But yes. i tried smiling straight but i cant, not even side view. Pathetic. I've lost my camera smile. Damn. I can only pout now. Check out my camera album. Hahahahah! Its in my phone, phone phone phone. k im mad. I wna go town ley. I need go vivo F21 wearing my cutie dress with Emily. I owe her a date, make it datesss. Momma changed new modem. Speed is supposely 4x faster but I think its the same. Dumb mio. See Mummy! Toldcha its not good -.-

Niways, i hope Hweechieh gets the spot for student councillor president (:

9 MORE DAYS BBY!

"POUT MORE" :)

Achmed: Silence! I Kill You!

2008-07-11T20:53:00.002+08:00

I think I love Friday. Hehe. School so early end then got sushi somemore. Not bad lah. Niwayzxzx, i was at traing but didnt traing again. ZZZ damn boring so I left early with Zakiah. I hope my thigh muscle faster recover. Hee. Kbye world. I like Achmed :D me class love him. "SILENCE! I KILL YOU!"

Good and Broken, so ironic

2008-07-10T16:52:00.003+08:00

This week in school sucks lah, totally. Lowersec have their elearning, like damn they are slacking at home?!?!?! Niways, Beach Ball Babes has started, thou its like copying The Champions but still nice lah. Heehee. Jeanette makes a better captain than Jesicca! Hahahahhahaa. Study hour started, abit tedious to stay back in school like everyday. Zzz.

Had Amath test tday, I think my first question answer wrong alrdy. Drats. But overall I guss i'll pass, first test of the term. I hope term 3 turns out great. My results musttttt improve. I never thought that unlimited sms then i'll really text but it turns out so. It has only been like 6 days? I've sent 704 texts. If I didnt had unlimted sms, i'll die straight now. Lols.

Ohyar, greenview netb came down ytd. They are pretty good actually, I saw Rafidah. Heh. And seriously, does me and Adeline look alike?!?!?! So many says so, plenty cant tell us apart. Like "Who's Jamie who's Adeline?" -.- Cool lah deng? Heh. No new photos so far. Camera album empty. Im wearing malay costume for Racial Harmony! *winks. Confirm will have photo that day. :D

Bigggg fisheye lens :)

Life's a beach

2008-07-07T11:01:00.003+08:00

I spent the whole of ytd lazying on the couch.Watched tons of shows and read newspaper. I think the shirt and shorts / bermudas shorts is danm a big issue now. Life's a beach, right. Sakae later :) Im gna wear beach wear -.- I've texted people and received no text bac, how sad ): Note to self: Satisfied with W910i, starhub aint that bad afterall :)

Understood your intentions

2008-07-05T17:30:00.000+08:00

Dunman high lt hall super early, swear the whole ndp thing was a scam! I thot I saw a girl from dhs that looked like Jerilyn *winks. After that I walked Suntec with Jaslene Kayan and huishan. Ate at killineys(?), yes Kayan the curry chicken was nice. Haha. I though of staying till they decided to go home but momma text me to get my new phone. Reached home @ 5.

Ciao (Chao)~ ;D

All The Same

2008-07-04T14:40:00.005+08:00

Man, its like super super long since I last blogged. Just nice as I thot, i stopped on Sunday. This week have been super wierd for me, asin my mood. I didnt purposely pull a long black face, neither was I sad/angry/depressed/emo/wierd cmon! Hahahhahhaha. Well I cant really rember what happened for this week except that Wednesday we had Inter house Netball (upper sec) and thursday was lower sec and I helped to umpire. Gosh its fun pleaseeee! I shall go take umpiring course. Haha!

Well ytd I remember something real funny. Timingly daddy bought Donut from Donut Factory back home. When I just reached home, i wanted to pee so urgently. I ran in. Whole family saw my kan-chiong actions and thot I saw the donuts from afar and was running for it. Then my Sis knew I was running for toilet cos I always do that (Idk why either). Then I ran for toilet and they were all talking and laughing about me lahhh tsk I can hear them. They say im the more aggressive version of my Momma -.- Cos when she comes back from work she walks to the toilet slowly and when I come back from school I run to the toilet. HAHA! And I sounded like a man ytd, just like ~~Miss~~ Mr Pang. Our sexaye voice.

Niways, tday I went home straight from school like walk straight out of the gate. Reached home at 1315. Early not?! Hahahah. Im so happy I reach home so early. My birthday is coming, i've decided to wear malay costume. Yay me! And and, me and sm keep singing in class lah, same songs cos we intro each other. Crash. I've got some ndp thing tmrw, hoho.

Lastly I wna proclaim: Im not a bung, stop calling me one -.- Shall refrain from wearing pe shorts and I hope my sore throat can be gone fast so no more manly voice. And hair grow fast fast. Hooray. I wna be a free hugs person :D

'Papa and mummy planning on carls junior burger 2nite. Care to join?' -Papa just text me.

Photos a week old. Real enlarged version -.-

You'll always be a part of me

2008-06-29T14:31:00.004+08:00

Twice disappointment. Last last week, mummy say next week. Last week, mummy say next week. This week, another next week. Im referring to my phone cum plan. I pulled a long face the whole morning. If next week no white, i tell you im gna screeaaaaaaaam! So angry lah. I still got lots of homework left to do. All writings. Damn. Later later.

Anyw, Kayan and I have this crazy idea to go golfing tgt. Finally found someone who appreciates golfing too. Heehee.

Had this angel wings

2008-06-28T13:21:00.002+08:00

Engaged Idealists are extroverted and helpful. Others find them to be very congenial and inspiring - especially as they are always willing to see the best in the other person. Their humour, their energy and their optimism attract other people. Engaged Idealists are very good at communicating and are good at convincing and firing on others. That is why it is a matter of course that they often take over the leading role in groups. This personality type often produces very charismatic persons.

Engaged Idealists have an unusually strong ability to empathise. They are tolerant and generous towards others; they sometimes tend to idealise their friends. They always try to suit everybody and want their relationships to be harmonious and satisfactory. To achieve this, they are prepared to invest a great deal and to put their requirements last. As Engaged Idealists are very considerate, there is the danger of them sacrificing and overexerting themselves for others. In their job, they therefore have to be very careful not to develop a burnout syndrome.

Engaged Idealists are reliable, well organised and love structuring complicated situations. They have difficulty accepting criticism; they quickly feel hurt and misunderstood. Their perfectionism also influences their love life - they look for the perfect relationship for life. Once they have made their decision, they are faithful, well-balanced and loving partners. However, should they get involved with the wrong person, it can happen that they allow themselves to be exploited for a long time before they end the relationship.

In short: Engaged Idealist: extroverted, theoretical, emotional, planning, idealistic, committed, likable, enthusiastic, responsible, helpful, loyal, diplomatic, friendly, inspiring, caring, solicitous, optimistic, effusive, adaptable, communicative, articulate, convincing, energetic, optimistic, open, vulnerable.

Gotten the above quiz link from Kayan's. And imma Engaged Idealists like her. Lolol. Anyw, had that Mural thing just now in the morning. Swear its super boring, like go there take photo. Not even photography-type of photo. But we (huishan, grace, minp, farhanna) had our own nicey ncie photos before that. Hahaa! Doing homework later, getting phone tmrw morning. My profile (finally) have a photo! Looks eek. I'll find a nicer one soon, if I ever can.

School was school

2008-06-27T20:43:00.004+08:00

Yay im gone for 3 days. School was school. Homework is alot. Study hour is starting in week 3. Pesta Sukan is coming. Tmrw got some mural photoshoot shite at Bedok Reservoir. See sexy softball/rugby guys in tights. Haha! Canoe with lifevest and paddle, Netball with netball -.- Cant possibly drag the damn pole to block 706 right! Ah eventhough 3 days but I got nothing to post. Cant wait for sunday. Phone/unlimited sms.

Anyw, i realise that im so into books. When the other day I went Borders with ky and mp. Gosh lah, so many nice books. I wanted to buy so many. But didnt. Well the secret book was nice/gross, nicely gross. And the "Life on the refrigerator door", so cute. Since then I wanted to paste post-its on the fridge but haventdone that yet. Shall do it later if I every remember. Coolzxzx.

(I wish Jckx is online.) Kbye.

WHERE IS THE LOVE.

Floss

2008-06-24T17:05:00.009+08:00

AHAHA THIS IS SO FUNNY. I know this is blur but its the best I can get, alot disabled to html (selfish people). HAHA! LAUGH OUT LOUD, WATCH WATCH FASTER! Stay for the whole 1min16sec (: Anyways, talentime today. I think this year's nicest. Hehe. Kbest. Okay homework time :/

(I Got Beef Between My Teeth
It Would Be Boss, If I Had Floss

That Stick Is Stuck, Im Out Of Luck
I'm Out Of Luck Without My Floss)

Nerk Day One.

2008-06-23T15:58:00.011+08:00

First Day Of School. Timetable suckzxzxzxzx seriously. Imagine seeing the same teacher for 4 periods, for 3 days?! Disgusting. Who ever planned that timetable, have no sense of common sense! Changing seating arrangement tmrw, idk who i'll be sitting with but this term will be sitting in the middle rows, I WANT SIT AT SIDE! -.-

Well first day of school made me realise a whole lot of things.
1) Term 3's gna be a blast (bad blast). Its gna past real fast and it'll be eoy soon then hols. Damn! I have to be in class top half and past Physics and ace English.
2) I have to buck up, i cannot lose to Trish (my sister) in O levels. I know im only sec 3. But! The topic is hothothot at home like imma sec 4 student taking O's this year. She's normal acad, she's got 15 for Olevels. I cannot lose to her, will be so damn ashamed. I take triple science eh! Urgh.
3) Study hour is starting, thou i've experienced once a week for first half of the year. Now its 3 times a week, with my normal xtra lessons on Monday.
4) I have to start my netb rounds on my own on alot of days ):
5) Classmates are sortof prepared for this term and im not! I've gotta buckup. Please, i have to be motivated and study alot. Blog less! Use comp less! TEXT LESS! (Thou im gna have unlimited sms soon O:)

Kay, i've realised so many things, even more. Hehe. Shall be the nerd you've not seen (:

Bulletin

2008-06-23T14:00:00.002+08:00

Shall do this super long bulletin, uhhuh. Then I go for homework. Really I will, promise.

Full Name : Sng Jamie (Chinese name not included, dont ask why im sick of answering).
03. Gender : Female.
04. Religion : Buddhism.
05. School/work : Damai Secondary School.
06. Height : 164 cm
07. Horoscope : Cancer.
08. Skin Color : Yellow. (I want copper!)
09. Email : withmuchlooove@hotmail.com
10. your no hp : 9***4392
11. Hair color : Natural Dark Brown.
12. Eye colour : Brown
13. Hair length : Short concave.
14. Right or left handed : Right-handed.
15. Status : Single.
16. Eye shape : Human eye shape.
17. Last 3 digit of your mobile no : 392
18. When is your Birthdate : 21 July 1993.
19. Fav.Song : Currently. Wear Me Down - Son Of Dork.
20. Film favorite : No films.
21. Tried smoking : No and Never.
22. Drink alcohol : Yes.
23. Been hurt emotionally : Yes.
24. Kept a secret from anyone: Yes.
25. Been on stage : Yes.
26. Color : Orange. And colourful colours.
27. Food : Alotzxzxzxzxzx. I spend 80% of my moneh on food.
28. Club : Yes.
29. Number : 7.
30. Cartoons : Totally Spies! (:
31. Actor : Felicia Chin/Fiona Xie (pretty pretty)
32. Song : I do not wish to repeat my answer again (:
33. Movie : Harry Potter series/ Get Smart / Narnia.
34. Subject : Elementary Math!
35. Band : Paramore.
36. Wearing : tee & shorts.
37. Hairstyle : Concave.
38. Looking at: Computer Screen.
39. Thinking of : Homework later.
40. Listening to : Song playlist from blog.
41. Love : Family, friends
42. Faith : Abit?
43. Yourself : Girl.
44. Ghost : I believe.
45. Angels : I believe.
46. Worn jeans : Dont like to but worn before duh.
47. Cleaned your room : Weekends.
48. Cried : Who havent?
49. Met someone new : Alot recently.
50. Last person I talk to on the phone: Emily.
51. Do you believe in love : Yes.
52. Have a secret admirer : Dont think so.
53. Do you wanna get married : In future yes.
55. How old you wanna be when you get married : Ard 25.
56. How old you wanna be when you have your kid : 27?
57. How many kids do you want : 2!
58. Would you have kids before marriage : No.
59. Do you have a crush : Dont believe in it.
60. What do you want most? : Good Health,Studies,Money! :D
61. Pink or Black : Black, Hot pink not light.
62. Kiss or hug : Hug.
63. Summer or winter : Winter.
64. Sunny or rainy : Sunny.
65. Chocolate or vanilla : Chocolate.
66. Hanging out or chilling : Hanging out.
67. Music or TV : Music.
68. Hamburger or Pizza : Pizza.
69. Smile or Laughing : Both.
70. Sleeping or eating : Both.
71. Mc Donald's or KFC : KFC.
72. Silver or gold : Silver.
73. Sunset or sunrise : Both equally nice.
74. On phone or in person : Depends.
75. Diamonds or Pearls : Diamonds.
76. Adidas or puma : Adidas.
77. Band members or models: Models.
78. Local or international Artist : International Artist.
79. Sneakers or boots : Sneakers.
80. Jack daniels or Chivas Regal: Who?! -.-
81. Dunhill or Marlboro : I dont smoke (:
82. Clubbing or live music : Clubbing.
83. Johnny Depp or Brad Pitt : This is tough, can have boh? (:
84. Angelina Jolie or Kate Hudson: Errrrrrr.
85. Colossal/epic or romantic comedy : Romantic comedy please.
86. BMW or Ferrari : Ferrari!
88. Incubus or maroon 5 : Who's Incubus? Maroon 5 then.
90. Long haired or bald : Long haired.
91. Pop or rock : Rock.
92. Beach or mountain : Beach with sun dresses/bikini.
95. Nokia or ericsson : Ericsson.
96. 311 or hoobastank : Who's 311? Hoobastank then.
97. Asia or America : America bby!
98. Tattoo or piercing : Tattoo.
99. Asia or Europe : Europe.
100. Asking / answering : Depends.

Last day of hols

2008-06-22T14:18:00.004+08:00

Im waiting for Momma to stop busying, Papa to wake up (cos he's taking afternoon nap) and bring me to Starhub to get my plan renewed and phone changed. Meanwhile, i have to chiong homework. (If I ever do) Current thought: Im so not ready for school. Feel so lost.

Got my eyeballs burnt.

2008-06-21T13:56:00.001+08:00

Dearest Saturday had loadddds of events I swear. But somehow didnt turn out great great. Had carnival in the morn, basically the worse SRC ever. Plus with Sqss, damn neighbourhood school in Yishun. Shall not talk about it, but they suck totally. Sore losers! Then headed for raffles city to suntec city. Took super long to walk there cos Kim keep stopping to shop while I pei her. Finally reached, shop shop shop. Wanted Haagen Dazs but dont have!

HAAGEN DAZS RULE OVER BEN&JERRY'S! :D

Headed home, took shuttle bus. Okay, I was mad and said it was a final destination shite. Kay fine, i was walking with my eyes close. Yknow why! My eyes got sunburnt too! Swear its red like anything, walking zombie -.- Face got sunburnt, hands and leg dont have. We all learnt from last year alrdy. Once bitten twice shy (: I didnt watch 'Meet The Robinsons', I WNA WATCH! "I got a big head and little arms" O: Hahahaha. Then I bathed when reach home, ard 8.20 I bathe finish I go sleep with my wetttttt hair. Then 9pm Stacy woke me up to watch Hannah Montana 3D Concert With The Jonas Brothers. Long name yah. Well the glasses didnt really work. To all w/o the glasses: No worries without it, dont feel sad, it makes no diff, no 3D effects + still blury. Does this make you feel better? So, watch the 2D, will be more enjoyable! Uhhuh.

I slept straight after the concert at 1030. IM BEAT! ): And I dno how am I getting the photos from MsZan. Word!

100 ques quiz.

2008-06-19T21:51:00.004+08:00

1.What is the connection between you & the last person that called you ?
Dane. Friends.

2.Did you ever turn off your cell phone ?
It'll auto off -.-

3.What happened at 10.00am today ?
Asleep.

4.When did you last cry ?
Yesterday morning.

5.What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
Bread. I dont eat whatever is that peanut better and jelly thing -.-

6.What do you want in your life right now?
MONEY MONEY MONEY, to buy the things I want in AMEBA :D

7.Do you carry an umbrella out when it rains,or just put on your hood ?
Depends if I remember to put it in my bag.

8.What's your favourite thing to put on your bed ?
My mickey glove.

9.What bottoms are you wearing now?
Panty counted -.-

10.What is the nicest text in your inbox says?
I love/miss you type.

11.Do you tend to make relationships complicated ?
Its always the other party (blame them!)

12.Are you wearing something that you borrowed from someone?
No.

13.What was the last movie you last caught ?
Movie in cinema? That would be The Chronicles Of Narnia: Prince Caspian (:

14.What are you proud of ?
Nothing.

15.What does the oldest text message in your inbox says ?
Jaslene's. (I know what is Love......)

16.What is the last song you sang out loud ?
Take A Bow - Rihanna

17.Do you have any nice names?
Errrrrrrrrrrrr. Jamie?

18.What was the last receive text message ?
Dane. (It was the Past!)

19.What time did you go to bed last night?
12am.

20.Are you currently happy?
Im alright I guess. Just that my heart's feeling halfed -.-

21.Who gives you the best advice?
Sarah Diyana.

22.Do you eat whipped cream straight away from the can?
Nah. On top of frappe Yes.

23.Who did you talk on phone last night ?
Forgot.

24.Is anything bugging you right now?
YES.

25.What's bugging you right now?
I don't know what to do.

26.Do you wear toe socks?
Nope.

27.Who was the last person you last had a missed call from?
Minpei.

28.Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Name me one that havent, teenager.

29.What annoys you most in a person?
Act cute voices, no dressing sense -.-

30.Do you have a crush on anyone ?
No crush, i dont believe it'll ever come true ):

31.Have you ever done cocaine?
Is that coffee?

32.What is the colour of your room?
Plain white.

33.Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
I dont even slap someone -.-

34.Do you believe in the saying "talk is cheap" ?
Thats my personal message right now.

35.Who was the last person who lay in your bed?
Myself.

36.Who was the last person who hugged you?
Dane.

37.Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
Strangers I suppose.

38.Do you have a life?
Yeah, and glad so. But daddy's been abit strict with me lately ):

39.Have you ever think someone died,when they really didn't?
Dont think so.

40.What is the reason behind your profile song?
No song.

41.Who was the last person you saw in your dreams?
I dont have dreams.

43.Have you ever change this year?
Alot, after i've been into e1.

44.What are you listening to right now?
Wear Me Down - Son Of Dork.

45.Are you talking to someone doing this?
Who's doing this now?

46.Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
Imma human, i do blink -.-

47.Is there any quote you live by?
"Guys are Jerks." Works for me.

48.Do you want someone you can't have?
I want Adeline/Emily as my blooded sister. HAHA RANDOM! But if so, i think we wont be that close (:

49.Have you ever played an instrument?
Yea, i was in Chinese Orchestra. (Okay close your mouth)

50.What is the worst idea you have this week?
Tell the truth.

51.What are you doing last night 11.00p.m?
Lying on bed texting thinking if I should tell the truth.

52.Are you happy with your love life?
Im single.

53.What song do you describe your love life?
7 Minutes - Miley Cyrus.

54.What do you think of the person who last tagged you?
Anita. She's nice yet evil. Hehe.

55.Who always make you laugh?
Many, everybody I guess.

56.Do you speak other language other than English?
Chinese, abit of Malay.

57.Are you blond?
Wish I am.

58.What's your full name?
Sng Jamie.

59.What are you doing tomorrow?
Out with Chervon for movie :D

60.What do you think you are like?
Hannah Montana!

61.Who do you chose to die with?
I dont wna drag anyone down with me.

62.Where have you been today?
Parkway.

63.What do you play often?
Computer.

64.Who are you missing right now?
Im lost, I DONT KNOW!

65.If you've chosen between LOVE & FRIENDSHIP,who will you choose ?
Friendship definitely, no doubt.

66.What are you doing right now?
Doing this quiz.

67.Which primary school are you from?
Hong Wen School :D

68.Name 3 colours you like
Orange, lime green, red.

69.What emotion you like to show?
(:

70.What is life to you?
A gamble.

71.If you have something troubling you,what will you do?
I will stay sad till its gone.

72.Who did you last chat in msn?
Chung Ka Yan / Jaslene Chua.

(Where did the qns go idk)

93.Do you believe in God?
I respect him.

94.Who cares for you most?
My family and friends.

95.What do you think is the most important things in your life?
Family, Friends.

96.What will you bring when you fight?
I dont fight.

97.What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
Alot.

98.Who is the person who sent you the most messages in your inbox?
Sarah.

99.What if your stead two-timed you?
I cant do anything but breakup with him.

100. Are you sleepy?
Very much yes.

Okay, questions in the middle went lost, idk why. Dont feel like doing more anyw. Bye World.

"haa, ic. why omg? cause ur chinese, intresting. want a malay bf? haa !watch zohan, hmm, be my date? haa ! -ely." FCK? O:

2008-06-18T13:59:00.003+08:00

Meeting Dane :/ I WANT EAT SUSHI I WANT EAT JAP FOOD :) Tday aint awesome, period.

Nothing else matters

2008-06-17T12:52:00.002+08:00

Rate today: 8-9/10 (:

My instinct was so so so so so so right. So so so so so happy. "Okay we geddit". I was guessing last night that Sarah's surprise has gotta do with meeting Cassandra and really is. Haha! Yknw Sarah, I had it in writing *winks*. So........ for the ever first time meeting Cassandra, despite knowing she's wearing yellow on that day and me wearing yellow too, we walked past each other like (snap). Then after turned back again. Haha! It was one of the i-think-its-you-yet-maybe-not type. But still, i can recognise her from photos! Cool. So the "Photos are deceiving" cant be applied to everyone. Teehee, since she recognises me too (: Ate at mac, my dumb kungfu panda meal made me so full lah -.- Well, we spend 3 hours tgt while waiting for Sarah. Went Library, went to Sarah's block attempted to shout her name, went up rang her doorbell, went down play monkey bar, camwhored abit, played more, back to library. What 3 hours spent, hehe.

When Sarah's finally out, we headed to ecp. I was stupidly bad at guessing games and still cant guess whats their surprise for me despite their hints and clues. Ohwell! Budden called Hafiz to ask for directions, Sarah asked him stuffs, I asked me back so he told me! Should've played dumb. Hehe. So I guess a "thankyou Hafiz" would suffice? (: Your photo in last year's Seventeen issue is so cute lor, your voice too (right Sarah?) *winks*. Walked right, straight straight straight. Quite long walk, till Cassandra's feet was hurting from her 80 bucks Galliator(?) slippers. Still havaianas best! (: Finally reached lilliputt(?) -.- Okay I dno how isit spelt. Swear thats fun shite! Really, love the surprise lah darlings! Thats the first time i've been there, i didnt even know it exists! Pathetic. Haha. 18 holes was fun, but I hate the Fountain Of Wealth one. Its a Par 3 and I hit a 16! Dammit lah. Lols. Kay coolzxzxzx, so fun. I wna go play again! :D It ended very very soon. Sadness.

Then, we headed to the sea. Took shots, saw ndp rehersals, the jets drew a (imperfect) heart. Still nice (: Left ecp ard 1745. Walked to pp. Went to find 2e2`07 people at Giant, they were buying stuffs for bbq. I have to admit that ytd's bbq was a disaster :/ It wasnt good, except that I would like more of 2e2`07 gathering. Miss Hweechieh and all lahhhhh! Well luckily I had a special delivery (laughs) Thanks Jaslene Chua! :D

I had a busy day lah. Heeeheeee. If you read all of the above, gong xi ni -.-

Poopbum

2008-06-16T21:12:00.003+08:00

Second post second post. New update, i wanted the 3D glasses, now I have the 3D glasses. BE JEALOUS! Hahahahahahhaa. Am I grouchy or what! ]<

Kay, Yiting Tash and I was randomly talking about Japan about their hotsprings culture -.-

依庭 ;)pianopiano whee~~ =p says:
lol. some got big boobs
Tashyra/ Disintegration says:
HAHAHHA
Tashyra/ Disintegration says:
Some disgusting lorrr!
JAYME! (: says:
O:
依庭 ;)pianopiano whee~~ =p says:
lol
Tashyra/ Disintegration says:
some never shave! like wtf.
依庭 ;)pianopiano whee~~ =p says:
yea. most og them
依庭 ;)pianopiano whee~~ =p says:
of*
Tashyra/ Disintegration says:
some of them th boobs hanging like dunno what.
Tashyra/ Disintegration says:
ewwwww.
Tashyra/ Disintegration says:
my teacher even stripped ther.
依庭 ;)pianopiano whee~~ =p says:
they they girl s gelp each other to scrab backs
依庭 ;)pianopiano whee~~ =p says:
lool
依庭 ;)pianopiano whee~~ =p says:
go tsee her??
依庭 ;)pianopiano whee~~ =p says:
lol
依庭 ;)pianopiano whee~~ =p says:
sicko!!
Tashyra/ Disintegration says:
HAHAHA
Tashyra/ Disintegration says:
i nvr see that
JAYME! (: says:
DONT PERV AH YOU 2!
依庭 ;)pianopiano whee~~ =p says:
wad a sham
依庭 ;)pianopiano whee~~ =p says:
shame
依庭 ;)pianopiano whee~~ =p says:
lol
Tashyra/ Disintegration says:
but some talk to me in jap, ask me to take out the clothes fast
Tashyra/ Disintegration says:
cause i was like damn paiseh laah
依庭 ;)pianopiano whee~~ =p says:
O.o
依庭 ;)pianopiano whee~~ =p says:
wth
Tashyra/ Disintegration says:
HAHAH Jme,
Tashyra/ Disintegration says:
i saw everything alrdy
Tashyra/ Disintegration says:
LOL
Tashyra/ Disintegration says:
And its too much to the eyes

Then about cockroaches -.-

JAYME! (: says:
COCKCROAH!
JAYME! (: says:
BIG FLYING WAN.
JAYME! (: says:
BIG FLYING COCKROACH!
依庭 ;)pianopiano whee~~ =p says:
still flying ar?
Tashyra/ Disintegration says:
waaaah
Tashyra/ Disintegration says:
eh take your tennis racket or what
依庭 ;)pianopiano whee~~ =p says:
I HATE ROACHES!
Tashyra/ Disintegration says:
and smack smack lah
Tashyra/ Disintegration says:
swipe here swipe there
依庭 ;)pianopiano whee~~ =p says:
yeahh!! kKILLLLL IT!!
Tashyra/ Disintegration says:
anyhow hit also confirm will kena..
依庭 ;)pianopiano whee~~ =p says:
lol. den it become rotoprat/
JAYME! (: says:
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.
JAYME! (: says:
IM PRACTICALLY LAUGHING OUT LOUD -.-
依庭 ;)pianopiano whee~~ =p says:
den the juice come out here and there

Its coming its coming!

2008-06-16T12:02:00.005+08:00

I want to watch

): ): ): ): Daddy threw away Starhub cable tv bill ): ): ): ):

Boring like anything

2008-06-15T21:28:00.004+08:00

Veli veli veli boling. ): Shall go kill mushrooms, if you get what I mean -.-

Family photo taken at ytd's dinner. They say its a Fathers' Day Promotion/ smthg. So yah. Face abit sucky. but... FAMILY! :D

I dont like this Saturday. Call me/Text me, somebody.

2008-06-14T14:37:00.004+08:00

Tday is boring nutzxzxzx. Only that I cant wait for dinner. Forget whats the hotel name but it has got this giantic Chocolate Fondue. Ever. Yay. Gotten this from fs bulletin.

What is the last book you read?
My Sister's Keeper by Jodi Picoult.

Are you or were you a good student?
I think I am, I dont give trouble to teachers. Hehe.

Do you like your eggs scrambled or sunny side up?
Scrambled please!

Are you a good guesser?
Must see who/what.

What's your favorite day of the week and why?
Friday. No school no school!

Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a person of your chosen sex during a normal conversation?
A few seconds there maybe.

Would you accept a boring job if it meant that you would make megabucks?
Uhhuh, despo for monehhh.

What is the last lame excuse that you made?
"Our matress different height, not used to it".

What color is your mouse pad?
No mouse pad, table is grey.

Do you prefer broccoli or asparagus?
Asparagus.

Have you ever counted to 1,000?
Nope, prolly will not.

Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
If he asks me, I may consider. Haha!

Would you throw potatoes at him?
No? -.-

Who sits in behind you in your math class?
Stephani Amelia.

Have you ever slapped someone?
No, and regretted.

Do you floss?
If im not lazy.

Whats the closest thing to you thats red?
The label on the CPU.

Do you read your horoscope?
Abittttt. But I dont believe in it anyw. Where can the whole world share 12 same fates?! -.-

Have you ever smoked?
NEVER EVER. IT STINKS LIKE ANYTHING.

Do you want to be famous one day?
I only want to be disney channel star (:

What is your least favorite chore?
Sweeping the floor.

What's the stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone?
Pretending to talk over the phone but there's no one on the other side.

Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
Not to that extent of spoiled.

Dream Job?
Full-time blogger yet earn bigbucksssss like Xiaxue.

What was or is your favorite subject in school?
Was: Science. Is: Elementary Math.

Spell your name without vowels.
J-my? -.-

Who did you last shoot a dirty look at?
Cant remember.

Has anyone ever sang to you?
Uhhuh, love it.

Have your brothers or sisters ever told you that you were adopted?
Nope, they told me Im s'pposed to be a boy! -.-

Have you ever gone nude/streaked in public?
Naahhhh.

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with an S?
Yea, Shawn.

Ever felt that no one relates to you?
At times but think again, not possible :]

Do you believe that what comes around goes around?
YES YES YES!

If thats what you think

2008-06-13T21:31:00.001+08:00

Ah tday is bad. Now im pretty sure I pulled my tendon muscle just like husband. Cos its the same area. And I pulled my upper thigh muscle just like Effa. I Dont Like Today. ):

Dejavu.

2008-06-11T20:58:00.005+08:00

I HATE MSN LIVE! GOT VIRUS GOT VIRUS GOT VIRUS! That time lah, Kashif also got then I stupidly go click. Now I get it too. URGH! Using windows now ):

Anyw, i shall blog about the freaky first (and hopefully the last) dejavu encounter.

Who: With Emjay.
What: Freaky dejavu encounter.
Where: Bedok Interchange.
When: Monday and Today.
Why: Idk.
How: Idk either.

Monday 9th June after traing, Emjay and myself went Bedok Inter. We walked till Bus 25 there and stop. This ahma walked past and almost hit Emjay with her umbrella that she carry over her shoulder. We talked abit about her. Soon after she past us, Bus 26 was leaving the inter. We ran for it. We reached my house bustop at about 730.

Today 11th June after traing, Emjay and myself went Bedok Inter. We walked till Bus 25 there and stop. The same ahma walked past but hit Emjay on the shoulder with her umbrella she carry on her shoulder. Immediately Emjay and myself realise its the same ahma as ytd. We laughedddd out loud seriously. Soon after that, Bus 26 was leaving the inter. We ran for it. We reached my house bustop at about 730.

Dejavu much? :/

*Im feeling scared, a little nauseous. But definitely not feeling lucky.

Damn shocking news

2008-06-09T21:29:00.003+08:00

Nothing to post, here's a song. Go go, find and listen! (:

7 Things - Miley Cyrus

I probably shouldn't say this, but at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous, the relationship we shared
It was awesome, but we lost it, it's not possible for me
Not to care

And now we're standin' in the rain,
But nothing's ever gonna change until you're here
My dear

The seven things I hate about you
The seven things I hate about you, Oh, you
You’re vain, your games, you’re insecure,
You love me, you like her,
You make me laugh, you make me cry,
I don't know which side to buy
You're friends they're jerks,
And when you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the seventh thing, I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward, and it's silent,
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now, is your sincere apology
When you mean it, I'll belive it
If you text it, I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh, I'm not coming back
You're taking seven steps here

And compared to all the great things
That would take to long to write
I probably should mention
The seven that I like

The seven things I like about you
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's,
And when we kiss, I'm hypnotized,
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hand in mine, when we're interwined, everything's alright
I wanna be, with the one I know
And the seventh thing, I like the most that you do
You make me love you

You do, oh~

(Sisters Day Out tmrw. Narnia. :])

Screwed up like anything

2008-06-08T11:45:00.003+08:00

Well the netball outing screwed up like anything tday. What we've feared for came true sadly. I dont really think it was our planning, maybe abit. But we're first-timers at it. Whats angry is that the meeting time was at 0930, yet only 3 people turned up. 2 hours later, ard 10 people. End of the day, still less than 20. I meant, only two sec1s turned out only. Then after lunch everybody get so pissed becos of punishment. I dont think its really necessary yknw, like it makes everyone so angry and feddup. We finally played our Race but becos of high tide, the wave washed away our markings of where we buried the clues. Then we buried again, then they cant find it. Forget it, bathed. Afew of us cabbed to Minmin's house to start fire.

I swear Minmin's house is the biggggggesttttt I've seennnnn! Gosh lah, it can be so tiring just by walking ard at home. One maid to clear the whole big house, pity pity. Heh. Oh wait, i think Eugene Korkor's house and Monique's house is as big. Maybe bigger. I want big house ley :/ So cool lah. I've always wanted spiral stairs but now maybe not. HAHA! Its creepy to walk up and down, like you'll fall (and get giddy). But its got the 'stairway to heaven' feeling O: BBQ, sec 3s did all of it. Even Minmin's sister pity us. Cos we gotta eat kneeling, squatting and standing. Re-halal food she calls it -.-

Still so pissed, its gonna be a bumpy ride later and Wednesday. Talk things out nicely please. Peace out.

*Cotton On parkway got this 15bucks hoodie due to Spore sale. Anybody wna buy it for me? :D :D

Felt that close to losing you

2008-06-07T22:24:00.003+08:00

Photos from N-I.

Well tday was a tiringgggg day I meant it. Tmrw will be worseeee! Physics in the morning. Phoa is still ever so funny, his car is super messy. He gave me and kh a ride to pp. Infact, we 3 ate lunch tgt. HAHA! He's irritating that everything he eats he'll say 'carbo' -.- Then, met up with Shermaine, Huishan and Grace to buy tmrw's stuffs. Giant is really G-I-A-N-T. Spent about 2 hours there buying food. Thinking of how to spend lesser money on it. It still boils down to a whopping sum of 150. Maybe not whopping but still alot. We should've planned earlier and collect money first. Ohwell, first-timers. After, cabbed to Shermaine's house for marinating and stuff. Homed. I hope tmrw will turn out great :]

Aku happy.

2008-06-05T21:49:00.019+08:00

Firstly to start of the day: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS ZAN! You're 29!! Ahahahaha. I remember:

1) Last year's tday, netballers were at KL.
2) Shopping for an hour.
3) Having dinner with sec 3s and we ordered alot of food.
4) Pan dressing up so funny and knocking on everyone's door.
5) Bok asking Farhanna to eat more eat more.
6) Wendy keep forcing so much rice/food on our plate.
7) The late night 7-11 trips with sec 3s for nescafe coffee.
8) The sec 3s saying we wna ton the night cos its last night but we fell sleep.
9) Ms Zan and Fenni eating Durian sneakily in the room.
10) Joyce, Minp and myself wna dye hair but the shop was close on that very day coincidently.
11) Ms Zan and her bday balloon.
12) Sleeping in buses.
13) At first sitting with Pan then later sit with Farhah in the bus.
14) Farhah was so into "Will You Be There" song.
15) Playing match in that indoor hall.
16) After that match having fun match running after people holding a bip.
17) Mr Bok in a very good mood in those days.
18) Pan trying to shake as good as Farhanna but instead failed super badly and shaked like a gay -.-
19) I took picture with a Horsie.
20) I went crazy over that big butt bunny which I hardly care for it now.
21) Sharing same room with Pan Husband and Yiting Darl! (insert heart)
22) Dinners at hotels.
23) Went to Twin Tower!
24) Everyone in the bus was passing ard Cooking Mama to play.
25) Snapped alot of Ms Zan's jiao face while she's playing that.
26) Being in Ms Zan's Chendol gang.
27) Bringing super little money there.
28) Chiong from shopping to toilet to change jersey, tie hair.
29) During on match rained and we sang non-stop for 30mins!

Thats 29 sweet memories. 29 becos Ms Zan's 29 tday, (:

Anyw, out with Sarah/Elfac tday! Took train there instead of Bus 5. Fareast walk walk walk, then go City Hall walk walk walk and homed. I'll spare the fun details as photos willl be uploaded soon when Sarah passes it to me. Spent ard $70 bucks tday. I must really return my mom my nets card alrdy.

Here's some of last year's trip photo. Pardon my stupid face and hair thankyou.

Talentime Photos. Presenting Pan's group and Leonard's group. (I only have this two :/)

I think both will win their category. Goodluck!

Kay, im finally done for tday. Alot people coming for traing tmrw, yay aku happy.
**Shane Wee may be buying me an iPod Shuffle. Must be nice to him :D

Okay, I hear you. But no actions taken.

2008-06-04T20:59:00.005+08:00

Netball tday. Highlights: Talentime shots are out. So fab so awesome so w-o-wwwwww. I like All except Sutinah's! :/ I must admit her shot is nice, but I shall live in denial (: Also, Shermaine came backkkk. See, toldcha it wasnt so bad. You didnt lag behind righttttt? Jiayou kays! Okay, im off. I crave for: Starbucks. Im meeting Sarah tmrw! :D

WORK OUR TELEPTHY HUN!

What you get

2008-06-03T15:16:00.001+08:00

Stay at home, good girl. This is Yours, for 3k.

Mix it and drink it down good

2008-06-01T14:17:00.004+08:00

Lunchtime topic at table: Scholarship. Gosh, why is my family like this? It aint any diff from the girl featured on Sunday Times tday. Ohwell. Fangning's back from Chiangmai! Hahahahhaha, text her now text her now. I've searched Ming Bridges and Jerilyn Tiffany Koh's friendster, only cant find Jamie-lee Frankstan's one. Fyi, there're REM girls from kids central :]

Photos from ytd:

Run baby run.

2008-05-31T18:22:00.005+08:00

Physics in the morning. Phoa can teach in small groups, uhhuh slightly better. Whitesands for lunch. Reached home ard 4. I slept on couch. Daddy came and smaaaack my butt call me FAT CHICKEN! He's like so mean, dont let me sleep. Ha-ha. Out for dinner, curry fish head. Woo~ (:

I feel so organised laaaaaah! I spent 30 mins at my desk planning stuffs in my handbook diary. By pasting all the homework for june hols there, writing down those w/o paper, planning day outs, planning study hours, plan this that this that. Now I feel so happy. Like a happy busy girl (: Naytee Rockzxzxzx! :D

Photos for tday:

I know you can't wait to kiss me

2008-05-30T20:57:00.003+08:00

I crawled out of my bed this morning, literally. Alarm went off at 7am, I wanted to get up but my muscles were aching so bad like asif im suffering from muscle dystrophy(?). Okay, I feel my English deteriorating. Anywww, I reached school like 825am? But Phoa still havent started teaching, he's only talking about classes during June. Im one of the 12 worst physics students in class. Yes he used the word: worst. Why cant he use 'weak'?! -.- So I have t go for 'tuition' with him tmrw at Petal Mac with other classmates. Macdonald! Okay sheeesh. Then Amath lesson after his, learnt new things. It was another boomerang lesson, went super fast and my brain cells couldn't absorb much with the holiday mood. Badddd.

After lessons, went home, went to Emjay's house for supposingly Baking Of Cookies. Watched teevee, Bake Cookies, watched movie, home. Actually, the baking of cookies went pretty well. At least better than the first time. Duh its pre-made. But somehow the inside of the cookies are like, still soft. Ohwell, practice makes perfect! Otw home, I saw a girl or should I say TEENAGER, PEEING BY THE ROAD SIDE! She was trying to hide lah, but stillllllll! 'Ren you san ji' HAHA!

I dislike Peter Pan aka Gerald for calling me at 4am to ask 'How to spell Admire uh?' My reply was 'WTH CHECK THE DICTIONARY BYE!' He called again 'Idk how to spell, how to check? My reply was 'a-d-m-i-r-e urgh bye'. Hahahahaha. Kay, define the great line that stands between me and Dane. From friends to lovers to H a t r e d (: Uhhuh, a smiley alright!

Parents watching Indiana Jones now!

): ): ):

2008-05-29T21:59:00.005+08:00

Netball. Work. Sleep.

I Hate You Hardcore. Dont Anyone Try To Talk Me Out Of It. I hope I can rest tmrw, blows upon a burning candle.

YOU CAN ONLY TYPE ONE WORD
1. Where is your cell phone?
} Here.
2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend ?
} None.
3. Your hair?
} Highlighted.
4. Your mother?
} Next-door.
5. Your father?
} Next-door.
6. Your favorite thing?
} Photos.
7. Your dream last night?
} None.
8. Your favorite drink?
} Pink dolphine.
9. Your dream car?
} Idk.
10. Say something about your life?
} Horrible.
11. Your ex?
} Worst.
12. Your fear?
} Betrayed.
13. Where do you want to be in 10years?
} Aust?
14. Who did you hang out with lastnight?
} Family.
15. What you're not good at?
} Emotions.
16. Muffins?
} Huh?
17. When you DIE, u'd rather be CREMATED or BURRIED?
} Cremated.
18. Where you grew up?
} Spore.
19. Last place you've been to lastnight?
} Cityhall.
20. What are you wearing?
} Pjays.
21. Where are you?
} Home.
22. Your pet/s?
} None.
23. Your laptop?
} None.
24. Your life?
} Horrible.
25. Your mood?
} Suicidal.
26. Missing?
} Many.
27. What are you thinking about rightnow?
} Hatred.
28. Your fav. color?
} Orange.
29. Your work?
} m)phosis.
30. Your nick?
} Many.
31. Your relationship status?
} Single.
32. Your favorite food?
} Many.
33. When was the last time you laughed?
} 2000
34. Last time you cried?
} 200508
35. School?
} Boring.

*Kay I cheated in words, but how to express in just one word?! Argh. (Click to enlarge) I am trying to convey, why are people here and not tagging?! 8 people ey cmon!

I feel: intruded

2008-05-28T21:12:00.004+08:00

Morning 0750: Mummy didnt wake me up. Panicked like anything then she send me to school. Gosh my stamina dropped alotttttttt. I almost died with all the tedious physical drills. Tmrw traing again, friday dont have. But friday still got classes! Dammit, suck.

Went out with Emjay tday. Spent ard 75 bucks? Hopefully can claim back from Momma. Haji Lane > Bugis Junc > Plaza Sing > Suntec > Esplanade > Home. The whether was super irritating lah, rain stop rain stop. Met a (so-called) new friend tday at Haji Lane, she's in one of the shops. I think we spent quite long in her shop. Its super nicey decorated with alot of custom0made stuff esp this royalty chair! Super screams over it. Her name's Haze :D Photos will be updated at a later date when she sents it to me.

I enjoy tday, yay :]

End of the world

2008-05-26T22:35:00.002+08:00

I've been working my feets off lately, yes my feet. The job is not tiring, but cos you're practically standing thruout and its painful on the sole. I need iSqueeze -.- Anyw, i've bought clothes from sales, another one which Momma says its nice. Im gna buy more ha-ha-ha.

Biotech in the morning, reached super early. People look at me with wierd expressions like "You taking olevel meh?" cos im the only sec 3. Those in biotech courses are practically upper half of class. Feel so stupid and not clever enough to be there ): Students were alright. Mr Cho offered his D50 to me like "Your life" and give it to me. I didnt even asked for it. This is Cool shite.

Biotech Day 2 and Working again tmrw. Gosh, i'll survive till 1st June. Think of the moneh i've earned by the passing hour! (:

I know how you feel. You dont know how I feel. Best! Can I just s***!

I meant it likewise

2008-05-25T22:09:00.005+08:00

Work tday, gosh this is getting tiring. Got my overall from m)phosis. Whole family says its nice, i like it when they agree with my sense of style cos that means im not spending money on not nice things (: I think im getting other colours due to great response! HAHAHA. Plans for tmrw: Biotech, work.

AH YOU SUCK SO BAD! ): DONT YOU KNW MY CURRENT SITUATION NOW?! I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU! ): ): ): ): ): ): ):!

I miss Sarah alotttttttt, really. Wish you were here. ):

Here's another shot from 19th. Hidden meaning: life still as screwed.

Lying to myself isn't an option

2008-05-24T20:37:00.003+08:00

Meet-The-Parents early in the morning. Saw my report book, expected fact: Im in the bottom half of class. Daddy spoke alot tday, from speaking to Ms Carol to Judy Ling. The very first time my parents attended mtp becos they had a concern to raise. Yes, they always never go. Im upset over my L1R5/4, thou Ms Carol says its normal. But...........! Die lah, ): Work tday work tday. New faces at work, they're friendly too. Commentless at work, doing same stuff. Yes, im still working tmrw. Plus getting my card from momma to join the crazy sales! :D Im gna make you pay with your flowerrrssss! Hahahahha (: You know I know. Kay, wait I've got a dirty little confession. I'll miss you. But since you're alrdy there ):

How screwed my life is, it reflects upon.

Screaming aloud

2008-05-23T20:29:00.000+08:00

Last Day Of School. Assembly talks, Sudoku Challenge (Bloody 30mins!) I only completed 1 out of 4 puzzles lah. Then homed. My first day of work @ m)phosis parkway. The people there were nice. Job was easy, fun. Saw familliar faces like ANGJINYI!, Ms Jumiliah, Ms Shahirah, Miss Nurul, Elvira, Ruth, Jaslene, Seetleei, Fel, Wendy, Grace, Shishi, Aunty Alice, Cousin Felicia, Cousin Melissa. Ha great. So many faces (: Mama sent me home. Tmrw working again. Bye Earth!

Bryan Christian Mateo Gamboa!

2008-05-22T15:35:00.006+08:00

Finally post-exam activities rocked! Had CSI early in the morning, so fun fun fun. Name 10 body parts with only 3 letters, A-S-S! Haahahahahha. I hope 3E1 gets the top score for it cos it'll be such a disgrace if science class lose to other class :/ We'll only knw the outcome when school reopens thou ): So long yes I knw. Practice Sudoku in hall, went so frust -.-

Recess for about an hour. Went to look for Mr Cho for his dslr. Hahahhaa. Its super lame/funny.

Me: (dials number on phone)
Mr Cho: (picks up) Hello?
Me: (spoke very fast) Hello Mr Cho you have your dslr with you?
Xn: (whispers) You never even say who you are.
Mr Cho: Who on Earth are you?
Me: Jamie.
Mr Cho: Jamie? Oh Jamie! Yes?
Me: Dyou have your dslr with you?
Mr Cho: Yah?
Me: Can lend me?
Mr Cho: NO.
Me: WHYYY?!
Mr Cho: Cos I cannot trust you.
Me: WHYYYYYY?!?!?!?!
Mr Cho: Cos you're taller than me.
Me: ERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! So can you come out now?
Mr Cho: Okay.

(super retarded) -.- Then I helped MrsLoke take photos for the Amathzing(?) Race. Cool cool, im like a professional. HAHA!

The bestest is that........... WEST GRAND BOULEVARD came Damai to perform! (SCREAMS)! Bryan is hot hot hot hot hot damn hot. Im so checking him out! Heh. I feel sad for the Sec4s and 5s becos they weren't there to enjoy it. Crashed at Nokia Bus for super long, worth it thou. Bryan's autograph! And photos, (but my face screwed) I regretted over that Click Five autographed Album, urgh. Shou;d've been thick-skinned and raise hand -.- Here's the song they sang in the hall, for the pleasure of sec4s and sec5s. Haha!

D you suck.

2008-05-21T21:02:00.003+08:00

This morning started off badly, i got so pissed off thanks to D. Thanks lah ey, alottt. That text was so uncalled for. I dont need someone like you to spoil my day, waste my phone battery and take up space in my inbox. But hey, guess what. I WONT MISS YOU TOO, NOT A SINGLE BIT. YOU B! THINK WHAT, YOU'RE SOME BIG FCUK? YOU GO THERE 13 DAYS, 1300 DAYS, FOREVER, I DONT CARE! YOU HEAR ME LOUD AND CLEAR.

Anyw, school's post exam activities is real boring. Why cant they bring hols eariler instead of forcing some activities on us? Urgh. Sat practically the whole day. From talks to workshop to talks. Left for tp engineering school, did soldering, i made a workable Amplifire! Haha yay me. But firstly, our table didnt had soldering irons. So we asked for some. Then the sponge wasn't moist, asked for water. Do do do yay yay smile screams do do stamp foot do do check if working (not working) sad repair repair check if working (WORKING!) yay yay yay jump jump clear up back. (If you'll understand my continuous lazy sentence. Yes im lazy I knw, i've been told just awhile ago -.-

You told me they knw whats happening alrdy, I wna trust you. But just by blogs, I cant. They hate me now. Maybe I should just do what they want me to. That'll make you sad. Then they'll blame me even more. (I feel like typing a million swears here.)

Bye World, meet Shane the Shawty. Im as tall as him and shorter than Shinju by just 1cm. (NOT!)

I'll never be clean again.

2008-05-20T15:54:00.009+08:00

The post-exam activities weren't great. Checking of results, why didnt I study as hard for my term 1? I regretted so bad but yet there's nothing I can. Strive on, I'll clear that E8 on my report book. Last time I always wonder - How the hell do people get F9 for their exams?! After my midyear physics, i knw. Yes I knw. Here's overall for term 1 & 2. I dont knw the exact mark but the grades I think I knw.

English - C6
Chinese - B3
Math - A2
Amath - B4
Biology - B4
Chemistry - C5
Physics - E8
Geography - B4
Social Studies - C6
Combined Humanities - C5

Thats all. I knw it sucks. I think my level position will be below 100. But its unfair I say, diff combi diff tests! Urgh. Anyw, games tmrw. Tmrw's gna be a new day. I deleted the whole rant, people im fine. And, im sorry Jaslene.

(Happy thoughts) I can change my phone on next month 26th. Current phone in mind - Sony Ericsson Z770i (:

Bye World, you'll never ever see me again. (NOT!)

Evil premonition

2008-05-19T17:25:00.004+08:00

Today is the 19th. I went out with Emjay Dearest. I realise that we always go out on the 19th. Is this the 3rd time? Yes I think so. Ha we cycled, yes we cycled. We've got out own crazy madness mind of taking photos the whole day. I dont knw if we've reached our quota but photos were nicey nice tday! We returned bikes half and hour earlier, damn wasted I knw. Headed for Subway. More photos there, we're so into the "advertisement" shit tday lah! Then went grasspatch for more shots. Awhile, headed parkway. Then homed. Emjay got smthg on thats why, or we will still be at parkway. Shall wait for her to send me photos first.

Reached home and watched "Final Destination" with sisters. Yes, the first one, the planecrash. Its not as scary as the 3rd one - Rollercoaster. But still scary, deaths were wierd with supernatural forces? Now im walking ard looking at everything -.- See the aftermath when I watch horror movies! Friendster is being irritating again ):

Dear Human Beings out there that still wish to live, please switch off your phone by 11pm tonight. Tv says, there'll be a big amt of radioactive force given out by a tower tonight. Radioactive force: Harmful/Dangerous force -.-

My aunt sent me a text t inform me that when I was watching final destination. So.... I thot it was super creepy. Im gna off my phone by 11pm, Jamie be kiasu/kiasee abit (:

If i am lost for a day, try and find me. If i dont come back then i wont look behind me. All the things i thot was so easy. Just got harder and harder each day.

SHANE IS A BIG BIG BIG BIG MEANIE AND BULLY!!!!!!! YES MF AGREE WITH HIM :D SHANE IS A SHORRTTTIIEEEEEE! HE JUST CALLED ME "MICROSCOPIC" -.- HE'S SHORT-ERRRRRRRRR THAN SHINJU (: (Im not cyber-bullying) xD

Tell me, Why are we still friends.

2008-05-18T16:32:00.006+08:00

Omg, this feels like a long weekend. Hopefully i'll be out of the house tmrw. Please please, Emjay or Estella. No matter who, east coast cycling it will be kay! Plus the whole of next week like be playing shite. Yay 3E1 lets prove that we're more than just geeks! xD Now, i really wna thank hy for the recommendation of songs. Im pretty addicted to them now. Well morning I watched R.E.M The next generation. I can say its much much nicer than the first one. Its more mature, realistic. And the new crew is pretty! Told cha mix bloods are always hot/pretty. Me like Roxy/M. I think Elle is proud. HAHA! Kay, ask me out lah people!

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Last visit at Old Folk's Home. Check out Colin at the back -.-!

Lastly, my self-proclaimed statement: SHANE IS A SHAWTYYYYYYYYY! :D:D

Bring the red dress girl back

2008-05-17T10:48:00.008+08:00

After 14 years 5 months of my life, I finally found my favourite cartoon characters! That is........... Little Lulu and Dora the Explorer (: But I like Little Lulu more out of the 2 (: Here's the intro song, omg I watched it last night. Bring back good memories, good memories. My sisters and I remembered watching it everyday last time when they had it on teevee.

Little Lulu theme song:

Dora the explorer theme song:

Meeting hy in exactly an hour :D Meeting hy in exactly an hour :D *Met hy (: We went Bugis, we spend so much on food, we took neoprints, we watched a movie, we shopped street, we ate more, we talked alot. Omg I had so much fun tday. I shall crash at her house one day when we both get our swimsuits! :D

Empty hopes.

2008-05-15T15:09:00.011+08:00

Never so spastic.
Okay, results are out and im disappointed. I didnt meet my targets for Amath and Chemistry. Suckzxzxzxzx! I havent get an A. I must get an A. Geography and Math please please please! Disappointed dammit, i sweared I studied. Like, I think this is the hardest I've studied since I started education. Yes, I went there. But stillllll, results aint that fab. Dno how Parents will react t it lah ): I hate myself fr making so many careless mistakes in Amath or I could've met my target! ): I hate Wilson for getting all A1 grades, practically allllll subs so far? I hate Jennifer for scoring good grades without studying and alwayssleeping in class. I dont like Xn and Stefanie for scoring well so all subjects. Damn im surrounded by smart people, im the dumbest among all. I predict my class position on mye report book t be: 35/40. Anyw, on the bright side: learning week is next week. Activities all long, no lessons.

(Im uphappy im gorging on rich chocolate cake.) Changed skin and im happy again. Tomorrow's a new day :D *Im working at m)phosis for 4 days during june hols. Sudden phonecall and request by my cousin. The process of asking was quite funny. She msged my mom "Ah yi, Jamie how old ah?" HAHA! Yay money yay clothes. And dad quite satisfied with my bio and amath results!

Dad: So is your results better than last term nowwwww?
Me: Yaaaaaaaaah.
Dad: And why is that so?
Me: Errrrr, i studied!
Dad: Yessssss. See I told you how much you put in is how much you gain.
Me: (smiles)

That makes me feel a whole lot better about my results (:

Vivowelloshoppingbeylo

2008-05-14T21:40:00.004+08:00

Photo of the day.
Marking day tday! Good and bad about it. Had cip early in the morning. Guess what, me and kh took 225 and went one big round back t bedok inter. The second time we reached bedok inter, we saw mscarol so we just followed her. We didnt knw where t stop, actually we knew but we were engrossed in 8days mag. Haha! Excusesss (: We had so much food, ate like a monster. Raining, thus indoor activities like KTV! Omg lah I sang almost every song t entertain everyone. Super funny when the guys sang, out-of-tune! But nobody mind, just laughed so hard at them. Cute lah Peiwei and Renghong! Practice singing lah kay! :D Then everyone at the home sang birthday song for Marion, touched righttttt? Got so lovely cake somemore! *Envy* Haha! Kay, went home chionnggggggggggggggg and met Emjay.

We were s'posed t meet at 130 but both of us were late, late on the same timing. Ha, telepathy! First time we wore contrasting items except for afew. Both wore white headband, diff styles but still white headband. Adeline's one is a panty headband! Mine's nottttt! :D:D White nf shorts, black nf shorts. White bucket bag, black bucket bag. White shirt, hotpink tubetop. One with makeup, one without -.-! (No time uh me~) One havaianas, one flats. Yay, so contrastingly but nice. Haha! So we went to vivocity, vivovivovivo. I was limping like anything due to my flats! Urgh.

We went into like almost all the fashion shops and tried on clothes here and there. Ended up only buying a tube dress, same design but diff colour. I think if we go out again wearing it, we'll look so similar! (: We crashed in fitting rooms so long tgt, we went into all the fitting rooms tgt lah lols! Took super many photos. And otw home, a dumb thing happened I tell you! We boarded the wrong train back -.-! Till 3 stops later then we realised. The door was opened at redhill and we could've went out but insteadddddddddddddddddddddddddd.........

Jamie: Ey why redhill uh?
Adeline: Errrrrrrr.
Jamie: Goddammit we're on the wrong train!
Adeline: Thats why I noticed the tunnel abit unfamiliar.
Jamie: Wth lah, we rush in w/o noticing where this train goes.
Adeline: And its 3 stops alrdy sia!
Jamie: Yahlah wth! Retardeddddddd omg im so gna post about this (and here I am posting about this)
Adeline: yeah i'll post it too, show how dumbudmb you are. HEH!
Jamie: Ahh whatever lah!
Both: (LAUGHS)
(door closes)
Jamie: Wth we could have went out but instead we talk so much!
Adeline: Yahlah wth stupid sia!
Jamie: Urghhh.
Adeline: You'll miss your 7pm show.
Jamie: I wont.
Adeline: Yes you will.

And I really missed 5 mins of it. It was so retarded lah we talk so much when we can just get out of the dumb train! Retardation please! Okay fine, im at home. I love tday. Thanks dearest! :D

A 101 shopping items

2008-05-13T11:44:00.009+08:00

YESSSAAAAHHHHHHHHHH EXAMSSSS ARE FINALLYYYYY OVERRRRRRRRRR! Gosh, im really so damn happy that I dont have t study like some mad cow. Super happy super happy. Im gg shopping later. Meeting xn and kh in one and a half hours time.

Things to buy tday:
1) White headband - $12.90
2) Diva brown wooden headband - $8
3) Paparazzi shades - $11.90
4) Green esprit top - $39.90
5) Sunny nice dresses.
6) Split tanktop - $25
7) Banglesssssssssss. - < $1.90 Boo that I wont have enough money. I shall find cheaper stuffs -.- Gee, i'll be back for another post after my shopping spree anyw (: Bestest, i have so many plans during june hols! Hy first, fn second. Others back in the line :] Happy birthday Momma! Dont worry you're still youngggggggg :D I will try t not spend so much of your money from now on. Im always a good girl so I dont have t try t be one. And ily (: LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE!

(EDITED) Just sang birthday song for dearest Mummy! The cake was fabulicious (: Well I had my shopping just now with xn and kh. It was good, fun, good. I spent alot. Bought tubetop, cookiemonster wallet, mirrow, white headband, shades, mirror. Didnt buy the split tanktop cos it wasnt really worth it plus I think my mom will scream if I buy more tanktops -.- But..... I still want that green esprit top laaaah. Save money first. But wait, esprit clears stock fast! Later no more ): Nmw, im still satisfied with my purchases tday. Yay me! Tmrw marking day, 3e1 have cip. So sad! But after day im gg out a-gain, yes with no money! So I thought of watching movie cos it sorts of dont-spend-so-much -.- But I've got modelling stuff on, so yah. Im afraid that plans with Emjay have t be delayed! Our dress outing ): Still still stillllllll, peace out :D

Who can be such a dearie and get me this green top from esprit and i'll love you to bits and pieces, haha! (its actually a spaghetti top but I brought the straps down). It works nicely without the strap, like a tubetop (: And my hand was there becos I was saying "Gosh check out those fats under my armpits!" -.- Yes, kheehwee I knw what youre gna say. Haha! :]

Turn on this holiday mood

2008-05-12T21:01:00.004+08:00

Pop a champaign and celebrate for the tedious subjects are overrrrrrrr! :D Tmrw's just Math and Listening. Yea man, im alrdy in a holiday mood thanks to dearest classmates xn and kh. We went last minute with our plans of rollerblading tday. Xn was like so funny, she havent warmed up and stuff, so cute lah. Skated all the way to Lagoon and back spent 2 hours. Amazing~ Then we headed to parkway. Shopped out so many things but bought nothing. Oh, I bought a headband. Yessss. Headbands and bangles are loved. We saw so many familiar faces tday, at least I did. From Farah and her friend, Seri and her friends, Two familiar damaians, Pan, Chia Chern, Pat, Xinyi, Denyse, Chloe, Iona(?), Cousin Cindy and some more others which I cant recall. Haha, saw Denyse with her (i-think) new haircut. No comments! :] Well, im gna buy tons of clothes tmrw with all the money I have. Muahahahahaha. Lovables, buy with me! (:

Photos will be uploaded at a later date.
Happy birthday to whoever's birthday (:

Photos

2008-05-12T12:34:00.008+08:00

x3 Self timer

Kh was a tad grumpy cos she was itching everywhere, her hair was messy and her skates was slanted -.-
Hairhair, our hair!
Photos I owe.

So lay back

2008-05-10T14:22:00.005+08:00

Hihihihihihi, im actually studying biology in front of the comp. For the first time ever. Well im left with Chapter 3,5,6,7,9. So damn many that I think my brain is gna explode. Anyw, I realised smthg: its great t be texting someone whom you havent text for a super long time. Yeah man.
Now I regretted not gg tk, they are gg Chiangmai for 9 days for a school project! So good please? Gaha yay fn's getting me smthg from there, love! Kay bestest, i must study so hard. I think I cant reach the targets I set ):

Aku nak! Urgh, ship in from America! :D

Not one but two more! SCREWED!

2008-05-09T14:00:00.028+08:00

I think i'll pass chinese with a borderline, everyone's answers are like so diff. Tsktsk. Anyw, went tamp with xn & kh after paper. It was super empty when we went, super crowded at 1 after we came out from Toys R Us. When everybody come then we go. Quite dumb uh. I finally sort of met Amanda after super loongggggg (dont cha agree 6 years is long?) :D Finally had my mac hotcakes, xn ate mcgriddles and she says its nice. I'll consider. Heh. I saw so many things at tamp which I wna buy! (p.s I brought my digicam tday).

1) Shades - $11.90
2) White Headband - $12.90
3) Other headband - $6.90
3) Split tanktop - $25
4) Split tops - 2 for $25
5) Bangles - $1.90 each(?)
6) 'Chocolate' mirror - $2.90
7) Dressdressdressesssssssss.
8) (i forgot)
9)
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The list continuesssss. Haha! But im so super broke. I checked my savings, its an Affirmative Zero. How to go shopping on tuesday? ): ): ): I need cash to get my items on tuesday! Feel so sad lah. Anywwwww, crashed at Toys R Us soon later. Gahaahhahahahaha, played like super long. Teehee! My new bestfriend: Dora! :D Ohyarohyar, I got shocked tday lah! Those two are so bad. I was sitting on this kiddy machine thingy, then they asked me t look left. I turned....... I saw this stupid Vampire face yknw! Scare me like anything, they laughed like mad -.- Image heavy again!

Kh's Rilakuma Stickers! (See I got the spelling right!, i think)

Bangles :D
Paparazzi shades :D
White headbanddddd, (LOVE).
Xn's bestfriend, croc (:
Her second bestfriend, monkey. (Two-timer!) Heh.
Kh's enemy, Pikachu -.-
My bestfriend, Dora!
My bestfriend's cousin, My boyfriend. Haha!
Best of both worlds (:
They're snatching Mickey -.-

Bunnies are slutty props.

Unseen!
Macdonald Happy Meals!
Mulan / Snow White (:
XN WEARS SKIRT! Super rare sight x)
Burger + Burglar = Burgler (:

Niway, I have loads of coming up plans which I have planned / not planned but must plan. Cant wait for June Hols (: Ohboy, the school will be so empty on Monday.

123 Rewind.

2008-05-08T16:36:00.004+08:00

Been studying and not using computer lately. 9 Papers down, 4 more t go! Well the killer subjects are Physics, Chemistry and Amath. Actually Chemistry was Alright except for afew, but I just dont have a good feeling about it. Amath, loaaaaaaddddsssss of skipping questions and I left blank for one which wasnt math but explaining! Screwwwwwww! ): The only paper im happy about was Math Paper One. Yes, that. For once Im happy about math. Tmrw's just language so no memorizing involved, finally! So......... instead of gg home, xn kh and myself went Paya Lebar for subway. We talked a l o t and laughed like maladies. Talking about past, present, the idol kenlee joke. Really awesome. Headed for popular, I went nutters over my exam grade eraser! :D We keep thinking its late but its only 1-2-3pm. Cos we hardly get t stay out so early. Lols. Headed home ard 3plus.

Met Justin later, took a walk in Siglap Park Connector. We talk like there's no tmrw, since its been ages since we last met. Heh. Met Sarah. Met Justin again. Anyw, I was looking thru photo albums ytd when I saw so many pictures of last time. I was super cute when I was 7-9 years old! Hahahahahahha, but I realise that America trip photos, i looooook f-ugly in all. Poor me, why was I so ugly ): Bestest fact now, What Happens In Vegas isout tmrw! I wna watch, i must watch! Anyone? (: WARNING: IMAGE HEAVY. (Growing up process)

(CARTOONNETWORKING while photos at photobucket loadingggg......................! :D)

I will see you again, im sure.

2008-05-05T14:30:00.003+08:00

webcam.
Tday was the start of official papers. English vocab was hard, should've done more freerice -.- Geog, it can be super easy yet super hard. Idk. Results will show. Study Social Studiesssss, zzz!

I miss _____ ):

2008-05-04T14:27:00.001+08:00

I spent the whole day mugging I swear and im tired. So leave me alone. You knw I knw we both knw so.

"isly,ykik." -Dane.

Flynnn stayyoooooo <3

2008-05-03T15:05:00.007+08:00

Flynn bestf came t stayyoooo till Sunday, yea im studying with her. Bestf(s) cant really study tgt. Haha! Anyw, she came over from last night and kept taking cadid photos of me with her blinding flash -.- Too bad she's in a bad shape for photos ey, poor Flynn! ): Anyw, I used comp alottttt ytd and plus tday when im supposed t be mugging super hard for geog. But Jamie have discipline, she'll mug soon after. Hahahaha. I've changed friendster profile layout thou (: Yayzxzx. Jamie is happy when Flynn's ard (: Flynn please get in shape sooon so that we can flood my 2gb memory card. Okay, back t studying. Lets ace this dumb memorizing subject (:

Anyw, i think im being a reallllly nerd/geeky person. Yknw why? Cos tday morning I was eating cereals, then I was thinking why will the cereals become soggy in milk and the milk become sweet later. (Damn science). Then I was thinking in my mind how osmosis take place blah blah. Flynn asked my to shush about that after 12 secs. HAHA! Ohman, biology is so into my head! (:

I've said it, BLINDING FLASH! -.-
Lastly. Happy 15th, Denyse (:

Some sort of love

2008-05-02T17:09:00.005+08:00

3E1 WILL MISS SHERLYN CHEW WILL MISS 3E1! :]
Mug like im gna fall sick anytime, ey wait, im alrdy sick! -.-

Whack it like a pro does it

2008-04-30T17:31:00.005+08:00

Geehee, hello aliens! Tmr is labour day so im using comp now and study real hard tmr (hope so) (: Principal talked for super long this morning regarding some issues. I dont even think its so serious lah please. Still have t write reflection on it, extra laaaah! Anyw, Phoa came to school tday still sick, he's scary being sick yknw :/ Xuanning too, she had no voice so she hard spoke. Damn scary. Tday was Mschew's sort-of last day teaching us. She made this puzzle for us, I cant wait t see it on Friday when classmates put them tgt (: She's damn nice lah. Took a class photo with her (which I think I look sucky in it), she'll print and give it to us on Friday. I'll treasure it nmw. She's a vgood teacher yknw(!), whats more when she really becomes one. Fyi, she's only an NUS student, not even NIE. Even NIE teachers dont teach as good as her lah (: So yah, I think i'll miss her when she's gone. Awwwwwh.

After school went tamp t eat with Linny and Leo. Gaha, Linny I still think the "Oooooh psssstttt" thing is bitchy yet funny. Haha! I did not spend so much time at Lovely Land cos the feeling isnt the same without xn and kh. Cos they were super high with me there (: Lets crash there for 45 minutes some other day yah! Headed home pretty early, met D soon later t give him his gift. He made me happy over the wrong reason :] Ohwells, i'd take what I have at this point of time. The ever first time I talked t Sharol on msn, then I realised that she was so diff. Like in school she was so hyped up and cranky and lame shites. Then on msn, she was like so stress and sad and all. She ended with "thanks for talking to me, i feel much better". I mean, this aint the Sharol I knw in school. Ohman Sharol, hang in there. I'll pull thru with you kay (: Lets work doubly hard for mye and then for our upcoming competitions (:

Here's my first sign ever, for Sarah :]

Nw that I've got a lomo, I want a fisheye. Tsk, this girl is so greedy. Yes I knw, I knw (:

I love happy endings

2008-04-29T21:28:00.009+08:00

Here's some of the few Interesting Photos Of The Day by iGoogle, I felt like posting them for no reason. Heh.

Anyw, tday was pretty much boring yet stressful. I just came online for awhile just to do the survey my class is required to do, I composed my first mail at commontown for 3E1 (: Then I was thinking: "Why not blog awhile to entertain aliens out there?" So here I am. Will continue to cramp Geography into my 256mb brain just awhile more (: Its 6 more days till Geog paper and Nurin is screaming everyday in class making me more stress -.- People have been falling sick lately, my cough is still not over from 3 weeks ago ): Its so funny that Phoa broke his record of not taking mc before in his working life. I laughed so hard when Chinese teacher imitate how elated he was t receive the "Zero mc taken award" every year. Haha! Not this year huh Phoa? x)Anyw, I've got so many quizxzxzx on hand to do from people, next time kay? Geheh, but I'll do the "I havent been.." quiz first. I can easily write 50 down! Haha. Kay nowwwwwww, back t studying! &And&And& Sister is reaching home past midnight tday! Urgh, okay bye.

Ahwang ended tday ):, but with a happy ending :]

Baby Get Ready Get Set Dont Go.

2008-04-27T12:30:00.004+08:00

Just a quick post just t keep this blog alive. Yesterday was Grandma's birthday, celebrated it at Hyatt Hotel. Havent you hurt me just enough? Im back to studying thankyou.

Start of something new

2008-04-25T19:28:00.005+08:00

50% Locked.

Start of exam, I think I did alright for all the papers tday but guaranteed low marks -.- 2 down, 11 more to go. That sounds depressing, e.le.ven, hear me? Headed home then airport to study.

And then I ever thought of it, misrcyp, but then again, lets just stay this way (:

Here's another one of my hollywood teen stars edition, stars from the cast of Zoey 101: Victoria Justice and Jamie Lynn Spears :] You just gotta loveee Hollywood bby!

B just isnt good enough

2008-04-24T19:30:00.000+08:00

Tm changed super hell many alot, I went there tday after super hell long and was amazed my so many changed. Heh. Whoooops, will catch up on it some time. Jamie wants t study and ace subs! :D

Contradicting facts

2008-04-22T17:11:00.004+08:00

Popcam is the sexzx bby! :D I managed to finish the film in one day, actually less than 24 hrs. So I shall go get more to store at home. Haha! :] Anyw, nothing much happened in school only that I couldn't concentrate during maths so I didnt learn anything tday. Tsk Jamie, better catch up / wake up! Mye starts this friday and I've not done any preparation for it, best uh.

I finally tried the councillor's sushi after school tday, it was alright (: Then back for bio class, im super glad that I passed it. 30.5/50. Could've goten 33 thou. But whats the point of saying "could've gotten" when I didnt ): I shall try my very best t not make any careless mistakes ever. I shall plan my studying schedule right after I switched off computer and pray hard I stick to the schedule (im not a schedule person) -.- Anyw, since all the teachers almost covered what t study for mye, i shall aim to score the following or rather, i'll be satisfied to score the following:

English: A2-B3. (My written english is not good) :/
Chinese: A2.
Emath: A2-B3.
Amath: A2-B3.
Biology: B grade.
Chemistry: B grade
Physics: I pray for just a passing mark -.-
Geography (Elective): A grade.
Social Studies: B grade.

Yay, goals are set. I shall make sure I reach all of em (:
Lastly, Happy Birthday Meiling (:

Ni hao, wo shi Jie Mi.

2008-04-21T21:32:00.003+08:00

Tday is major fun and surprisingly I aint tired only sleeping for 3 hours (: I was super hyped up from morning, super happy cos I got a 4lens popcam/lomocam! :D Jealous right Amanda? x) Anywwwww, pe: I had fun direct translating people's english names to chinese name. Laughed like amd which classmates just stare at me, laugh so hard till I cry sia -.- Then some people did their retest for sbj, napfa. I cant wait to retake my sit and reach (: Then captain ball, i was on the guys team which only consist of Darwis and Shane. They are superrrr funny lah please. Shane left halfway then Darwis play one-man game. He throw he run he get the ball, super hilarious that I fall from the bench -.-!

Then maths, I passed my test :D There's a open-book mock test tmr. Since its a open-book, i think i'll survive. Haha. Had physics test which Phoa claim it was "TOO EASY~!", i think i'll still get a pass if im lucky that is. Physics mye howwwwww? ): Later chemistry, there's also chemistry prac after school since mrslam took over mspang's geog lesson. I think all the teachers teaching our class is like fighting with one another trying to book us after school lo, so pathetic. (Like how mschew wants to book us so urgently tmr.) Getting back bio test tmr is like, so faaaaast? Unexpected!

After school went with Sarah, we practically walked circles/squares ard the bedok inter area so many times. She went crazy after getting the popcam t work. Its sucha cute device that runs w/o batteries, so loved. Haha! I cant wait to get it developed (: Till then, its with the cute sound after every snap (: According to my watch and by tday's date, its exactly 91 days / 3 months to my birthday and racial harmony. I swear its not gna be home clothes this year :]

I love the whole damn world, I knw Flynn loves me too (:
Lastly, Happy Birthday Farhah! :D We share the same birth-date (:

We're back downsided

2008-04-19T14:08:00.005+08:00

Changed skin, gathered codes from everywhere -.- Edited it, esp the scrollbar. The original is so ugly, ha. Im satisfied. Time for my Phineas phineas ferbbbbbb! (I think they're building a roller coaster tdday) Im so bored, ask me out t do something interesting please (: Study study study!

Happy birthday Estella, (:

It hit me so hard

2008-04-18T21:08:00.006+08:00

Yguys knw what? Amath is so hard -.- Idk isit me or Mrsloke is just going too fast. I shall catch up on my own, sadcase. Chinese listening tday was so sudden, its included in midyear, but yet there's another for midyear. Retardation! Then got back amath test the next period, i failed as expected. Guess what, im not the only one who threw 8 marks by leaving question one blank (: Then geography tday was extreme funny. Guys talked about their primary school nurse checkup since the topic was on healthcare. I didnt knw nurses squeeze and measure their ____! So gross, i mean: for what?! Haha. And Mspang's stories for once, is funny. SockMin and Myself laughed till we cried -.- And ofcos the cute m&ms analogy video which Mspang self-proclaimmed she did it herselfff! Idts! Ha.

Crashed at Linny's house for the long postponed movie date. And back home soon after. I appreciate Nurin for lending me her psp! :D My first ever photos with my new haircut -.-

Sleep and forget the world

2008-04-17T15:24:00.004+08:00

Tday is a superrrr long tday. We had double periods all day long. First came physics, ohyar phoa said he's the 2nd teacher in the wholeeee singapore and its proven? Believe? Idts. Then recess was damn hectic trying t cramp as much information in my mind as possible. Biology test came, we started late, ended early. NO TIME! Damn ms chew, she said give us an hour, when did it become 50 minutes? Our marks is a risk lah please. The questions come so unexpectedly lah, i threw dno how many marks away by thinking the gall bladder is a pancreas! Damn sad lo, so much for studying so hard and long for it. I reaaaaaaally did study! Now nothing is able to prove it, not my marks definitely. It made me realise smthg, studying hard wont assure you good grades. I so feel like giving up on studies, can I change classsss? Then Mrsloke say that amath test results were shit. Yes, she used the word: shit. English was a little bit heartening, my compo was remarked as: Good attempt. But yah, so what?

Supposingly plans for tday but I have no idea why it crashed.

Starbucks with Chervon.

Meet Flynn after school.

Meet D after school.

Study with Sarah after school.

Mcflurry after school.

I was still panicking about my clashing plans, turns out 5 plans but I wen for none. Asin, Chervon said nothing about tday. Her phone got stolen anyw. I turned down Flynn's last minute, so did I for D. I said okay t Sarah but I cant find her anywhere. Mcflurry was makes me fat so I didnt. 5 Plans and it boils down t this. Wth lah. Plus Physics test on monday, how? I really knw nothing. Fuck.

Studying marathon

2008-04-16T15:22:00.002+08:00

Studying Marathon tday. School studying hours. After school studying hours till late night. I swear tday was all about studying. Mostly for biology. I feel like i have nothing to do but yet im so busy. Sorry dear.

I show you funny.

2008-04-14T17:08:00.005+08:00

Dammitly people are laughing at my haircut, i told you it wasnt my fault! Grrrr. 2.4 run tday was torturing as I sprained my hip half way? I think so, cos its hurting so bad now and im limping -.- If its like that tmr, my 5 stations die. But ohwell, school tday was boring? MsPang told us our social studies test mark those who failed and passed. Guess what? I failed. Nurin got full marks. Yes, full marks for source base. (HOW THE HELL?!?!??!?!?!) Im so devastated. I knw its only social studies but I really dont wna fail this semester. Plus that amath test and the upcoming biology test? Tougghhhh. And MrsLam scolded us for more than a period tday. She just keep saying our work attitude and all. She says "I really dont geddit!" So am I, why are you so (insertword) over it? I think we're doing fine, not well but still okay. You said that our batch is performing way below expectations and we're sorry for that. You think we want our lousy marks too? There's no 40 Chinyeh(s) in class okay! If there is, this aint Damai anymore.

I miss my hair ): Anyw, lemme tell you what Xuan Ning's been up to tday, she's been singing this xu papa(?) song! RETARDED BODOH!

Lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY HWEECHIEH! :]

Faghair!

2008-04-13T15:36:00.002+08:00

Just cut hair just cut hair, so short so short ): So much for being excited to cut hair, i turned out not what I expected. Grrrr. Look like a fringin' mushroom -.- So not looking forward to school tmr, with my ugly hair ): There's nothing to blog, goodbye.

Dear god.

2008-04-12T12:20:00.006+08:00

(edited)

Another boring Saturday stuck at home, plans to see Tashyra in action is spoilt thanks to the heavy rain. I guess they wont be performing alrdy since its not sheltered? Protect your instruments! -.- Dont worry Tash, we'll meet up somehow/somewhen okay (: Then, i (think) im back to playing audition. At least to cure tday's boredom. Stupid.

50 RANDOM ISSUES!
1) Kay Kay is dammitly pretty! (Whooops xiaxue :/)
2) "Dear God" by Avenged Sevenfold is nice (:
3) I wna change phone, mine is spoilt.
4) My cough just wont get well.
5) I've been like a mental patient tday.
6) My hair is tied superrrrrrly high now.
7) Im cutting hair tmr.
8) I wna meet up with Sarah.
9) I wna go ice-skating real bad now.
10) I thought that even I have a dslr, i'll have no use for it -.-
11) "Killer" on msn is super irritating.
12) Webcam is not nice.
13) Jonas Brother's song/music videos is all about girls.
14) Miley is prettier than Hannah -.-
15) I hate you.
16) I dont feel like texting (tday).
17) My amath TYS is not done.
18) I've got tons of tough homework to do.
19) Idk how to study for mid-year.
20) I wna Brisbane themeparks again.
21) Im acting dumb in front of "Killer" hoping he'll find me irritating and not talk to me.
22) I downloaded Audition but didnt play it at all -.-
23) Im not looking forward for tmr cos everyday passes and exams are approaching.
24) But im looking forward to my birthday.
25) I want loads of hugs for my birthday.
26) I wanna be inside your heaven ~ -Carrie Underwood.
27) I dont think i'll ever find my pencil back.
28) My umbrella too.
29) I wna keep long hair and perm hair (kidding!)
30) I have no mood to camwhore now.
31) I just checked my photos, i dont have any self-shots.
32) What am I gna do during Physics exam? ):
33) I think i'll cry throughout.
34) I think after every paper i'll cry real bad.
35) Im really starting to give up on this whole 3e1 shite.
36) I shall only survive on water now.
37) ]:
38) Purple eyes.
39) I dont believe in reality/fate/luck now.
40) I cant help it bu cry everytime I think of Final destination.
41) I. Am. So. Stress.
42) Mid years in 13 days, not even 2 weeks.
43) What if im the last in class?
44) Why is Chinyeh/Xuanning so smart?
45) Why cant I speak proper chinese?
46) Oral on tuesday with MsTay, die bodoh!
47) Im dying, literally. (Doctor save me please)
48) I wna get 10 and below for Olevels. (I plan super far yes i knw)
49) What is Love?
50) I dont believe in Love, i think.

I feel so sad tday for reasons and no reason. I think that i'll do badly for midyear. I cant help it but feel so stress over studies. I knw im not alone, at least 3e1 feels the same. But am I over-panicking? Am I the only one that feels this much stress level? I think im paranoid yet i think what im thinking is true. I think that im losing hope in everything. Where's my bestf? Who's my bestf? I think of so many fcukup stuffs. I feel so vulgar. Im so pissed for no reason? I spent hours thinking about killing myself. I planned to jump in front of a train or from a cliff. These seemed to me the most certain ways of dying. And although the prospect of killing myself was daunting, i wasn't afraid of death itself as much as I feared what lay ahead for me in life ): Read and say: Wtf(?!) Or rather, dont bother reading.